Harbor Life Ministries

Hanna blessed everyone who got to know her during her stay at Harbor House, and she was gracious enough to share with world a story of God?s redemptive love:

Dear Harbor House,

Hi. My name is Hanna and I?ve found myself pregnant at only 14 years old. At first, I couldn?t believe what had happened. I never though that could happen to me, but I?m sure that?s what most pregnant teens think.

But it had happened, and now I had to accept it. After the first 5 months of only telling the baby?s father, my dad noticed that my tummy was growing. Hmmm? I wonder why?

After both of my parents had found out, my mom started looking for a maternity home for me. The first name on the Google site was Harbor House. She called and talked to Karla. My parents knew I had to go somewhere for the rest of my pregnancy. They knew staying at home wasn?t the best for me. My parents didn?t want me all the way in Ohio, so they took me to Ventura, California, where I had extended family.

One of the miracles God gave me was Tami Anderson in Ventura CA. She lives just a couple of blocks from my aunt?s house, so it was no problem for me to go over there a couple of times a week. After meeting Tami, my aunt found out that Tami?s husband Gary was a youth pastor at Community Presbyterian Church. My aunt had been trying to get my cousins to go to that youth group for years, and now they would, because I was.

On my first doctor?s visit with my Ob/gyn doctor, my aunt and I found out that for years Dr. Lara had only worked with epileptic pregnant women. Me having epilepsy and being pregnant, this was literally a gift of God. Dr. Lara also had a team of a neurologist, and perinatologist who helped her with epileptic pregnant women. This was also very exciting. Dr. White, the pediatrician I went to, didn?t accept the insurance that I have. But he?s a strong Christian man and said that helping pregnant teens was a passion of his. Also, that he wouldn?t charge me for doctor visits. Again, another gift from God.

Lisa, who was my birthing instructor, heard of my situation and volunteered to give me Bradley method lessons free of charge. There?s God just one more time.

Once we realized that I wouldn?t be able to go to school, we looked up home-schooling programs and found A Beka. My grandpa is a retired teacher after teaching for 20 years and he was thrilled to help me. One more gift in list of gifts from God.

God also game me the miracle of Karla, a birthmom herself, to help me with all my thoughts and feelings as a birthmom. Actually, I think Harbor House in general is a miracle to me. About two years ago I bought two stickers for my Bible, and in November of ?07, I barely saw that in the corner of the stickers they say ?Harbor House Gifts.? God was showing me that He already knew that I would enter the program two years before I even got pregnant.

God has given me so many gifts and shown his miraculous power to me in so many ways. I really hope everyone could experience all the gifts and miracles that I have through God.

- Hanna H.

It was a long week following the birth of Sofia on Sunday, although she and birthmother Hanna did well with the delivery and post partum.

Hanna left the hospital Monday afternoon. Baby Sofia had to stay in the hospital until the adoption, which was planned to take place on Friday.

Hanna met Monday evening with licensed social worker Peggy Dodds to do assessment paperwork for the adoption, a process required in Ohio to ensure that the birthmother is aware of all the laws concerning adoption and is making the adoption choice of her own free will.

Hanna spent much of the week packing her school books and all her belongings that she had collected while being in Ohio. It was hard to believe she had collected so much in such a short time. Hanna and her mother Sara spent Tuesday and Wednesday packing and taking things to the post office to ship home to Arizona.

Hanna also was able to visit Sofia daily while Sofia was in the hospital. Thursday Hanna and her mother decided to cook dinner for the family, since Hanna was already on the schedule to cook her chicken enchiladas. We had a great family dinner night, with the girls, Kirsten, Hanna and KC?s rendition of ?Wait for You?. [Note: see earlier blog post re: Hanna's last supper].

Late in the evening Thursday a call came from the attorney regarding a small glitch that had developed with the adoption. The problem stemmed from the fact that Hanna was from Arizona, the adoptive parents were from Indiana and the baby was born in Ohio. Somehow no one had noticed this fact until 4:30 p.m. on Thursday, or least no one had seen that it presented any kind of a problem until then.

Let me point out something here. The counseling that Hanna had for three months leading up this point in time was extensive and complete. She knew by this point what she wanted to do, that it was the right thing for her, for Sofia and for the adoptive family, and she was quite ready to do it and move on past this part of her life. She and her mom Sara were supposed to be on a plane out of Cleveland on Friday evening. Now the legal situation was threatening to postpone everything further. We looked at many options, including?

• Give custody of Sofia to an adoption agency and the agency would try and place her in a few months. That option would require Sofia going into foster care at the adoptive parents’ expense. There was no guarantee that the adoptive parents would get to spend time with Sofia, as that would be up to the foster family. The cost to the adoptive family would be $50 a day for the care of the baby as well as about $900 in agency expenses. This also would not guarantee the baby to go with the family that Hanna had selected, spent time with, gotten to know and desired to raise her baby. Hanna would also have to stay in Ohio until at least Wednesday with this plan.
• Hanna just keeps the baby, put her in a babysitting arrangement until the adoption could go through. This would be with one of the relief staff of Harbor House and at no cost to the family and the family would stay with and care for Sofia.

Neither of these options, the best at the time, did not guarantee that Ohio and Indiana were ever going to approve the adoption. After praying about options and seeking the Lord’s guidance on the best outcome for both Hanna and Sofia, the attorney and Karla spoke Friday morning. There was a new option.

• Option 3: Contact an AZ attorney and do an AZ to IN adoption. We were just unsure how that would work, being that we always use an Ohio attorney. However John Huffman was able to get in touch with an attorney in Arizona that gave great direction and guidance. The end plan accomplished everyone?s goals and in a shorter amount of time, and was the most straight-forward legally.

We met with Hanna, her mother and the adoptive parents and explained what had happened, all the twists and turns that had taken place overnight, and what all the options looked like. There were a lot of questions and after about an hour of discussion, everyone agreed that the third option was the best. Even so, when Sara called her husband to explain it, he was immediately skeptical. You have to know Paul, though; he is a Type A individual, he was in Arizona, his family was in Ohio, and now suddenly the whole plan had changed.

Karla spoke at length with Paul and he finally agreed on the new plan, so the attorneys drew up the paperwork to allow the adoptive parents to temporarily care for the baby. Everyone then headed to the hospital where Sofia was released to Hanna, who put the baby in the car seat in the adoptive parents car, and then Hanna got into her car with her mother and headed for the airport. They were able to catch their flight to AZ at 8:15 as scheduled, arriving home after midnight. Sofia and the adoptive parents headed to Indiana to spend the weekend.

Hanna spent Saturday with her father and her friends, explaining to them these past few months and sharing what had gone on in her life.

There was still one very important piece to the adoption that needed to be put in place in Arizona: the birthfather’s signature/approval was still needed. The AZ attorney was scheduled to meet with Hanna and the birthfather to get both their signatures on the paperwork.

Hanna was a bit reluctant to sign her papers first before the birthfather because of the thought that she might sever her rights, only to have him unexpectedly not sign the paperwork and possibly get custody (although paternity had not been established through DNA testing, making it unlikely that scenario could have played out).

Even with Hanna’s concerns, the birthfather showed up and, after an hour-and-a-half of talking and counseling, he signed the papers.

The adoptive mom Julie along with Julie’s mother and Sofia all arrived in Arizona on Monday night where they would meet with the attorney, meet the birthfather, and spend some time with Hanna before returning to Indiana.

On Thursday, Sofia met her birthfather. It was a great meeting. The birthfather (as well as everyone else who sees her) believes Sofia to be the most beautiful baby in the world.

As of today, Hanna and the birthfather, having signed, are done with their part of the adoption. The adoptive mom Julie awaits notice from Indiana that she can return home, and Sofia is well on her way to having a great life, with such a large extended family.

Hanna returned to Arizona safely. There was some concern as a winter storm headed up the east coast, causing lots of delayed flights in New York City, but the flight from Cleveland to Phoenix was unaffected.

Hanna called this afternoon and sounded great. She had a great day Saturday with her dad Paul. They watched a movie together, then Paul took Hanna out to pick up her friends. They entered into a good discussion about adoption and why Hanna chose that plan for Sofia. Hanna related back to us that some of the questions were good—hard questions—but having her dad their to help answer them was much better than trying to defend her decision without him around.

The kitchen at Harbor House is always a busy place prior to mealtime. Tonight was no exception.

Hanna prepared her special recipe, “Southwest Chicken Casserole,” her last meal preparation before she heads back home to Arizona tomorrow.

Hanna’s mother Sara helped her with the meal. It involves taking rotisserie chicken, deboning it, and putting in a casserole dish with salsa and lots of cheese. Lots of cheese. That makes it really great to eat.

To help keep from thinking about all those calories in the casserole, it was accompanied by a spinach salad. Not bad to eat either.

The best part of the meal, other than the food, was the spontaneous singing that broke out when Hanna, Kirsten, KC, Sara, and Kavin joined voices for a rousing rendition of “Wait For You,” a tribute to the unique and joyful version sung recently by contestant Paul Stafford on TV’s “American Idol.” Two thumbs up.

The worst part of the meal… knowing it was Hanna’s last one here. I know she’s ready to be back home, but Arizona already has more sunshine than they need. We’ll miss her warmth, her quiet and gentle spirit.

It’s a difficult adjustment for most new residents to make to maternity home life. Sara arrived Saturday and seems to be adapting.

At the same time, Hanna has had to make adjustments as well. As the lone resident last week, she enjoyed a relaxed schedule with a flexible bedtime and chore list. With Sara’s arrival, a cleaning schedule with assigned tasks and rooms was put in place and bedtime is now strictly enforced.

At 6 AM, each girl should be up and be ready to start household chores while Karla makes breakfast. Morning chores include dusting, mopping, sweeping, vacuuming, and picking up/organizing/putting away.

Hanna is from Arizona. She was 14 when she came to stay at Harbor House but is now 15. Her baby is due to arrive at the end of February 2008. Hanna will be having a baby girl and is making an adoption plan for her. She has selected a family and will get to meet them very soon. They are a very nice couple who adopted their son from a resident of HH in 2002, so Hanna’s baby girl will have an older brother.